Sometimes i know what im doing, and more often i don’t. I have an idea, i have means to accomplish them but for some reason i dont move any further. I see doors opening, i see opportunities and everything anyone would want right there just waiting for me to just act upon it, yet i freeze, or i get distracted or i just procrastinate. I don’t know why, and i feel as if im going going through the stages of regression. The energy i once had is slowly being drained, and although i can maintain a high level of positivity, i feel tired, weary and want to just sleep. Maybe i need to just sleep in for the day and embrace the feeling. Maybe take a nap in the park, or something. i cant seem to mediate on anything, and my circle has become so small that its no longer that. In a new place, and those around me are shady at best, and their intentions are unknown. These thoughts linger, and perhaps i need to change what i allow to come into my mind and purge it. clear it with a book or express myself more vividly. I need to work more on my projects and other activities. Or maybe im just doubting myself. Whatever the case i choose not to let this stay and to continue to bring me down. I need to look forward to what i want. i need to stay positive and motivated. I need to talk to more people and encourage them so that i can gain back some of my own motivation. and definitly take a nap.